She expected every moment that some of the gentlemen would enter the room. She wished, she feared that the master of the house might be amongst them; and whether she wished or feared it most, she could scarcely determine.
– Jane Austen
Pride and Prejudice, Chapter 45. Elizabeth is at Pemberley with her aunt and uncle and she is uncertain of her feelings for Darcy. She is expecting the men to enter the room at any moment and doesn’t know if she wishes or fears that Darcy will be among them. From being very negative towards Darcy in the past, Elizabeth feelings are now unsettled. Could this be the first stirrings of her realization that underneath all that tension between them, she really loves him?