I both wished and feared to see Mr. Rochester on the day which followed this sleepless night. I wanted to hear his voice again, yet feared to meet his eye.

– Charlotte Bronte

Jane Eyre, Chapter 16. After Mr. Rochester expresses affection for Jane and she admits to feelings for him, she has conflicted emotions about meeting him the next day. As a governess in his employ, she is nervous about jeopardizing her situation.